Saturday, September 17, 2011


Well, this is our last week in the house that has finally made me feel happy. I am going to miss this place so much. I will miss the view from my bathroom, having two bathrooms and not having to share with my parents, a room that I can move in that has not one, but TWO windows, a walk-in closet, and my best-friend right down the road. We are living this house for a 2 bedroom townhouse that all 5 of us have to share (my brother doesn't get a room) along with 2 cats, 2 dogs and 7 puppies.
I should be happy that I have a roof over my head, but I don't want to live under that roof! After we moved out of that neighborhood the first time houses began to get broken into left and right. Our own house was broke into shortly after we moved out! And we are suppose to call this place our home.....?


When I had a call-back for an interview for my first job I was ecstatic. I could finally start saving for a car. Unfortunately, I chose volleyball over working at Burger King and it turned around to bite me in the butt because the coach kicked me off anyways.
Papa John's was my second chance to save my money to buy my own car! And by now, I should probably have my own car that I bought with my own money, that I myself have worked for! That is if I didn't lend my dad money...that I will probably never see again...and not to mention the money that mysteriously disappeared.
I need a car desperately and doubt that I will have enough money to get one anytime soon.
How can a minor stop her own father from her money that she has worked for!?

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Murray State....maybe?

I will never understand myself.. I am a very confusing individual.
I have always told myself I do not want to go far away for college... Even though I never want to be home because of the usual constant fighting, I want to be close to my family. This does not make sense to me... Why wouldn't you want to move far away from a place you never want to be?
Recently, I have come close with an old friend that wants to go to Murray State. Murray State is approximately four hours from Bardstown. That for me is TOO far!
Our senior class took a "field trip" to a college fair this past Thursday. My top college is Louisville, but I went to many other college representatives as well. One of these colleges was Murray State....and what did Whitney find out..... Murray State is almost as perfect as Louisville is except $5,000 cheaper! The only flaw is that, like I said, the distance.
My mom thinks it would be a good idea to "try out" living on my own for a year....I just don't know. I'm starting to consider the idea, and the other options I have. I'll be happy when college searching is OVER!

breaking bad habits

I have a very mean habit....... When plans don't fall through or last minute plans come up...My heart starts to beat really fast and I become very flustered!!
What is even worse is when a last minute plan comes up and THEN it doesn't fall through. I really doubt this is just me, but sometimes things pop up to cause plans and people to become unavailable.... I have to understand this better.
But goodness this just grinds my gears!!!!!

I would like to use this time to vent.....just a little :)

So, as you should know... I recently started my job at Papa John's. I had SO much trouble keeping my bank account because of the sneaky fingers of my dad!! BUT OH WELL, nothing I can do about it. I decided to close my account and start keeping my money in a safe...... HA...Silly me thinking he couldn't get in.
I feel like there is NOTHING I can do! He owes me about $500 that I doubt I will get back anytime soon. If I had all the money I am suppose to have I would have plenty enough to put a down payment on a car....It's very depressing working for money that I have barely seen!!
I just want my money back....all of it.
Also....About a month ago I was involved in a deal..."If you do not have a car in three weeks I will go to church with you every Sunday for a year.." This is MAJOR! My dad is NOT a "church" person, without explaining too much. I obviously thought..."Heck yeah, win win situation for me!" ..... I will be VERY lucky getting him to church tomorrow morning......

On top of money and "unintentional lying" stress..... I have SO much to do to get ready for college...It is ridiculous and as of today I feel overwhelmed. I have so much to do!
ONE MORE THING.... Last Wednesday was my last orthodontist appointment before my brace were scheduled to come off..and what happened.... My front tooth moved out of place...BOOOOO! But I did find a solution to this dilemma... I called Dr. Woods (my orthodontist) and I have a check up Monday!